I woke up with such a pain in my heart. I had a dream that I could no longer handle staying in Kansas, and decided to, despite the restrictions I have on my health insurance, to apply to the University of Chicago, and I got in! And they were giving me a $1, 650, 345 [...]
Posts Tagged ‘rant/rave’
sad dreams
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged rant/rave on November 21, 2009 | 1 Comment »
timshel
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged cold summer days, east of eden, john steinbeck, lonely, rant/rave, summer reading, timeshel on July 18, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
i have finished east of eden. how beautiful, indeed.
it’s been strangely cold these last couple of days.
it makes me feel lonely.
this is not where i thought i would be
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged rant/rave on May 8, 2009 | 1 Comment »
somethings are better, but most things are not.
i just thought things would be easier by now.
ithinkthatit’strue
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged rant/rave on February 27, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
that i’ve become very un-social.
very quiet,
and it’s too bad,
because i have so much i need to say.
youknowthatit’strue
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged needy people ugh, rant/rave on February 27, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
i really fucking hate needy people.
not people who need,
well, because everyone NEEDS.
just people who need constantly,
in this really negative, soul-sucking sort of way.
my advice?
just walk away.
kthanxbye!
everything is different, now
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged rant/rave on February 16, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
nothing is the same.
in the last several years
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged introspective, loneliness, rant/rave on February 8, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
i keep mostly to myself.
i just haven’t decided if this is a good thing, or a bad thing.
i can’t remember the last time i went to a bar.
i do not know why
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged beauty, rant/rave on February 4, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
i have not cried at the beauty of a thing (music, love, outside, trees, everything) in a long time.
i miss it terribly.
i am holed up inside and have locked all the doors,
forever.
i’m afraid i don’t know beauty anymore.
new start
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged cooking, food, rant/rave on January 25, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
i just cleaned the fridge of all the nonsense i shouldn’t eat.
i’m going to lose weight, and i’m going to do it asap.
i hope this works.
long distance
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged rant/rave on January 4, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
i have the hardest time keeping in touch with anyone/everyone.
it’s easier to assume i mean nothing to everything,
than the opposite.
